PITCH BLACK

Ive often heard that things get worse before it gets better, or its always darkest before dawn......It must be right before dawn for me.......but it seems like Ive been in this place for a very long time. Its like I have this dark cloud hanging over me. ONLY me! I can NOT seem to get out of this funk and find joy. Or happiness for that matter. Im ok for a little while, then I go BACK into this abyss of darkness. Oh, well.......